It's deffinatly been a long time, many things have changed, my life has spiralled out of control lately. There's nothing I can do about it. I've been drowning in thoughts and memories to where my life was better.
The loss of a friend is never easy, even if that friend is a rabbit, and what makes it worse is when the one person you thought would be there for you turns out to be hopeless at comforting. I'm not complaining, I understand, but sometimes a girl just needs a hug.
It's been getting more and more hectic, school is mental, I'm constantly drowning in work although thats all I seem to do, the pile is endless.
My friends have all gone completely crazy and I can't seem to understand half of them anymore. They all have their own agenders and there is only one I can truely count on at the moment not to stab me in the back.
Everything's changed and although its been some epic rollercoster I want to know when it will all end. I like the highs and the lows but I want some time on the straight so I can fix my head before anything mental happens.
I want it all to be the same again...but it never will be.
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