The end.

Okay, this is my last post to this blog, I fully feel, that maybe all my ranting and depressiveness might be more appreciated in a more suited blog, so I am therefore making a new one, I don't feel like this fits me now, I feel different...

I'm tired...

I'm sick and tired of being second in your life. I'm your girlfriend! I shouldn't have to make do with texts when you've got nothing else, dealing with the fact you NEVER ring me, knowing that you won't come and see me when I'm ill.

I understand that you have your own life, but picking to do HOMEWORK on a Friday night instead of coming to see me, expecially when you won't see me Saturday because you NEVER see me Saturday anymore, unless your band is off.

I'm second class to your band, to your homework! I see you twice a week and you live down the flipping road! It's only because I drop everything that we ever see each other, I do my homework the night before its due and work seeing my mates around you just so we have a chance to see each other once a week. I'm tired of making the effort all the time, I've tried being supportive and reasonable, but I don't think its working anymore. I'm going to stop making the effort and see if you notice what your missing...if not, then you obviously weren't worth the effort anyway.

Something to think about...

Why...

Why do you always seem so perfect to me when you're really not? You have more flaws than most, but when I see you or talk to you, even if its just a text, it makes it all melt away and I can't remember why you annoyed me.

Why do you make me feel this way? I thought the butterflies would have faded and the nerves would have gone, but just the thought of you brings them all back.

Why don't you ever say anything? Why do you wait till the end of the night to tell me you love me? Why do you never tell me I'm beautiful, apart from one text? Why don't you ever say anything? Is it because you don't feel that way really?

Something to think about....

pfftt..

Try to do something special, but it doesn't work, nice to know someone makes the effort though *rolls eyes*

Something to think about...

A new year..

Wow, everything will change, my world, as I know it, is over...

something to think about...